Be happy or nothing at all
To have gone this long without you
And to think how much I’ve missed you.
Remember when we smiled and laughed
At those steps inside of Taft.
I’m tormented at the thought of not holding you.
Memories that could have been had but lost instead.
I smile and cry when you visit my dreams
Since I only see you for a while and then
See you disappear.
Years have passed and I still think of you
On those steps where we first met.
Ultimately, you are my first ever true love.
I kept my promise. I never stopped loving you. I’m not sure if they’re dreams or nightmares at this point, because I’m always happy to see you and then sad to see you go. My heart broke into pieces and I’m not sure how many pieces I have left. However many I have left, I can still feel you inside them.
Happy birthday
May all your wishes come true and all that you hope for come to you in the future.
(via hellish-b0y)
(via preventive)
(via tackled)
I haven’t seen your dogs in years, but I know they love me more